I'm blogging again...
Went to the mall with a gift card and came out with a full gift card and short 40 dollars cash. Turns out the meadows mall does not have a GAP but they do have a very expensive Victoria's Secrete. I did get a free hot-dog on a stick. It was good.
I distaste school. I only need to take 2 classes next year and 3 classes if I want an award. Yet, dispite this, the school district sees it fit to tell me that I must be taking at least 4 classes inorder to be enroled. I am so stressed about what class to take. I can't take Spanish because that would make it my 4th A.P. class. I don't want to take Theatre because I don't learn anything any more. I won't take Foods and Nutrition 2 because they won't be offering it, only Cullenary 1 which is pointless because it is the same thing as Foods and Nutrition 1. I don't know what to do for college and everyone keeps telling me it doesn't matter but it does. I don't want to end up like those others who picked a random major because they had to pay bills. I'm not good at what I am interested in and everything else is either too difficult for me or boring. I'm stressed and no one seems to understand the importance of this decision. No, I'm not picking my major in one night but I would like to at least have some interesting options besides working in Parks and Neighborhood Services for the rest of my life.
The reason I spent 45 dollars today? I needed time to myself where I can relax and see a real me.
I am lonely, so I needed a way to spend life a little happier. At least I did everything in cash so I'm not in debt! :)
:)Neither a borrower nor lender be. :)
I think the reason why people say not to worry about it now, is that unless you have something that you REALLY feel is what you want to do, you are going to end up changing your mind. Look at me! I went from being an Education Major, to Nutrition, to Interdiciplanary studies so that I can become a physical Therapist. Kimmy changed her mind too. She went from Physics to photography and STILL ended up graduating early.
ReplyDeleteYou can go to college as undeclared. Start taking the standard classes to graduate (English 101. History. Math. COM.) along with other random classes that you don't know anything about. And then see what you like. I didn't think Nutrition would be that cool, and I found it FACINATING!
Shoot, you could work for Parks and Rec too. They have degrees in that at UNLV and I hear that City of Henderson pays pretty well.
The counselors at my high school were VERY pushy when it came to us picking a career path while we were in high school. But really, most people do not go with what they picked in high school. Right now, the important thing is to acknowledge that you don't know yet what it is that you want to do, and become open to learning lots of new things that way you can find where you want to go educationally.
Also, Victoria Secret has the best bras. I don't blame you for spending $45. I usually spend more than that when I go in there. :)